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Friday, October 27th, 2006
8:41 am	Hello All! Greetings and Salutations...Yes I know it has been a while since I've posted anything but look at me, I'm doing it now. Life at the moment is surprisingly awesome. I'm seeing this guy whose twenty-one and everything is amazing. Not only is he goodlooking and hilarious but he is also a genuinely good person. It was like he snuck up on me. I wasn't looking for a relationship and then bam he shows up. Very good. I am ISU and U of I bound today...I'm excited but so tired. I really want a taste of college life and I hope I satisfy that taste this weekend. Isu might be a little weird though. Lauren and I are going to see Dave...I mean I suppose it's ok but it's weird. I don't have much to say to him. Let along hang out. Oh well! Costume party tonight=hopefully a good time. I really don't have much else to say so yeah...leave me some love. ~*Frannie*~ Current Music: People chatting (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
1:01 am	Dear Live Journal, I haven't talked with you in a while but hey hows it going? Clearly myspace is slightly more interesting than you and to be honest I didn't really miss you but hey here I am... Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
3:53 pm	Not even the best cookies in the world are worth a hug and a guy stalking you for 20 min. So yesterday at work I had to go get my boss McDonalds because she asked me to and on my way I passed Mrs. Fields cookies. I really needed something sweet but I didn't have my wallet with me. :( The guy at Mrs. Fields (about 20 or so) said he'd give me two free cookies if I gave him a hug and I was like OK! So I gave him a hug and he like didn't let go of me for a couple seconds and stared into my eyes. So I pulled away and started walking to McDonalds but he followed me and asked me how old I was. I was like seventeen I'm a baby...I'm young. He just kind of laughed and waited until I got the food to walk away. So I rushed back to Gymboree and told Melissa and she laughed. Then her fiancee, Ben, called and she said something like fine we're friends for right now. So I said (jokingly) tell him I'll call him later. She told him and then gave him my numbers. I was like hmmm that was weird. THEN he came into work and asked if he could take me out on a date and wouldn't stop asking for like an hour. MY GOD HE'S 22! I hope he was kidding because he did it right in front of Melissa. So we all closed up and I played my ding dong ditch game. We all started to run and Ben wouldn't let me get out the door. He then proceeded to pick me up and put me in front of the stores back door that I had rung. We both started to run and then he finally let me outside. He said you better call me at 5 tomorrow...and I said yeeeaaahhhhh I will...It was so weird. Now I'm kind of doing Biology and sitting here hoping Ben doesn't call. Well I'll see you all soon. Love always, Frannie Current Mood: super tired! Current Music: Me chewing my gum.. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
11:10 am	Thus begins my FUCK SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING IT INVOLVES attitude... Current Mood: crazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
10:46 pm	This play is really starting to get under my skin but I have a really good feeling about it.  I should really start reading scripts before trying out for the plays because everything just fits into place, like what the character is going through and what their subtext should be.  I feel ready for auditions and that is definitely a first for me.  That might have a little something to do with my pig too...:)  Oh god I don't want summer to end at all.  I don't feel like I've been able to do any summery things.  I want to go to six flags more, go camping, have a picnic, or a huge slumber party.  My summer was wonderful don't get me wrong but I want it to go out with a bang!  Something really wonderful is going to happen to me next year I just know it.  I can feel it.  I only hope that I can stay on track with homework and my grades but I think I'm determined enough.  By the way anyone who wants to hang out with me I'm available pretty much everyday until the 24th so um just call me.  I hope all of you are doing well and being good.  ;)  HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AT SCHOOL!  I love you all and a big thanks goes out to the people who have been so great to me and to the ones who have hung out with me.  I had an awesome time with you all.  Now I'm gonna go because six flags wiped me out.  BYEEEEEE! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Amy and Andrew talking... (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
11:57 pm	Brace yourself this is a sad one... I was having a good night until I started thinking about myself.  I mean my boobs are way too big, my teeth could be better, my feet are ugly and I'm pretty chubby.  Seriously I don't understand how someone could find me attractive.  I just don't.  It also doesn't help when my mom is constantly telling me how much prettier I would be if I have braces.  I know this is sad and everything but I honestly wish I had enough strength to be anorexic or bulimic because I would do it in a heartbeat.  I don't know I guess I wish I was the cool one.  I know I seem to say this a lot but I do.  I want to be that hot girl or the one people want to be friends with.  I'm gonna go think now...thanks for reading...   Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Scott talking too quiet... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
4:11 pm	I don't really have that much to say but I'll update anyway.   So some relatives are back from ohio...that's fun I guess.  It isn't as great as it used to be and I feel bad that it isn't.  I need to start spending more time with my family and honestly there is no excuse for me not doing it.  So Brian (yes the asshole) IMed me last night and apologized for "how I must have felt when he broke up with me because now he understands..."  It was weird and I hate that I can't hate him so I have to stick with being my nice forgiving self.  His girlfriend broke up with him and I guess that's how he came to the realization.  He wants to hang out and I don't know if that's a good idea.  We are starting over in terms of a friendship but I don't think I'd trust him if we were to be together alone.  I really like the person I've become since we've broken up...(I was thinking about that last night.)  I've made new friends, fixed my old friendships, and all together changed and feel so much better because of it.  I also realized that I love water balloon fights at night and shopping with really close friends.  This is what summer is all about and I'm glad I have such wonderful people that I can call my friends.  Who else would play Tony Danza in your backyard eating Doritos?  Or eat dinner at your house when they could probably be having more fun with someone else.  It's amazing to know that even if they're bored out of their minds they come to my house to see me because they want to.  :)  I love you guys! Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Nothing at the moment... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
5:23 pm	Your Kissing Purity Score: 43% Pure You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.                                                                                              Damn straight!  Haha!   Current Mood: amused Current Music: Hercules-Zero to Hero (Comment on this)
5:13 pm	Call me lame but I really like that Jesse McCartney song 'Beautiful Soul'.  Haha ok that's it for now!  BYEEEEE! Current Mood: happy Current Music: Gavin Degraw-I Don't Wanna Be (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
10:00 pm	I feel so depressed all of a sudden.  I'm trying to work my ass off all summer and all I can manage to get for two weeks is like $150 and that isn't enough for a car.  I just hate that I can't get any of the things I need because my fucking boss is cutting back hours and screwing everyone over.  I miss my friends way too much also.  It's like no one has a car anymore. I also hate getting crap for hanging out with my cousin. I don't see her that much and I like spending time with her too.  Lastly I've come to the conclusion that most boys are so stupid.  Seriously why would anyone cheat or lie!  WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT!  These assholes shouldn't even have girlfriends if that's what they're going to do.  ARGGGGGGG!  I need to go cry or something haha.  I'm too frustrated.  Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Grey Street-Dave Matthews Band (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:43 am	Case and point Let me just begin by saying that I really hate missing people (especially my friends.)  It makes me sad.  I'm just so mad that everyone I care about lives 20 minutes away from me and most of them don't want to "waste the gas" to come see me.  I guess for me I can never get enough of them and I wish we could spend like everyday together.  I need a car very badly but it's hard to save money when I still have to pay my mom for the prom's.  That is so very not cool.  I wish I still lived in St. Charles.  Then everything would be a lot easier.  I wish my dad hadn't left.  He screwed up my two last years of high school and you must be joking if you think I'm going to Dundee Crown.  I don't like feeling scared walking around a school thank you very much.  Eh that's enough complaining for now.  If any of yous wanna hang out with me...just let me know.   Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Q101 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
8:36 pm	Stress is very stressful... I'm not going to make this post very long but I just felt the need to say that it really sucks when someone hates you for no reason, especially when they don't even know you.  And the only thing that could judge you on is how you say hi and how are you.  It's just so stupid when someone thinks they see something in you but they couldn't be more wrong.  Then this negativity just brings you down and it makes you feel terrible because you want to shake them and be like I'm nice and I'm not what you think I am.  ::sigh::  Now I'm just wracking my brain trying to figure out how to get my image in her mind changed but I haven't come up with anything...so I'm sitting here complaining about it on a live journal when no one could care less anyway. PS  I totally wish that I was one of the cool people and that other people couldn't wait to hang out with me...I guess now I'm just describing my cousin. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Grey Street-Dave Matthews Band (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 20th, 2005
11:13 pm	( Adventures in Greece ) Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Richy talking... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
1:17 am	Why is there always a song that can express how you are feeling? pamthelamb: why do you always like the jerks pamthelamb: i'm really mad at him pamthelamb: i wanna to push his nose into his face Thank god for my friends. Grace is Gone Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight It's 2 A.M., I'm drunk again It's heavy on my mind I could never love again So much as I love you Where you end, where I begin Is like a river going through Take my eyes, take my heart 'Cause I need them no more If never again they'll fall upon The one I so adore 'Scuse me please, one more drink Could you make it strong? 'Cause I don't need to think She broke my heart My Grace is Gone One more drink and I'll move on One drink to remember Then another to forget How could I ever dream to find Sweet love like you again One drink to remember And another to forget 'Scuse me please, one more drink Could you make it strong? 'Cause I don't need to think She broke my heart My Grace is Gone One more drink and I'll move on One more drink and I'll be gone You think a thing's impossible Then the sun refused to shine I woke with you beside me Your cold hand lay in mine 'Scuse me please, one more drink Could you make it strong? 'Cause I don't need to think She broke my heart My Grace is Gone One more drink and I'll go 'Scuse me please, one more drink Could you make it strong? 'Cause I don't need to think She broke my heart My Grace is Gone One more drink and I'll move on One more drink and I'll be gone One more drink and my Grace is Gone Current Mood: I'm too sad for words Current Music: Grace is Gone-DMB (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 23rd, 2005
10:38 pm	E and the second A hurt the most I kind of hate how things work or in my case don't work themselves out.  I think I'm too accepting and trusting.  If you say something to me or make a promise I remember them and take them to heart.  I just wish things would work out for me.  I can't seem to get ahead in life.  I also decided that I'm gonna stop talking to a few people because all they do is make me feel awful about myself.  And thus begins the transformation of the new Frannie... Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: I'm not that girl-Wicked (Comment on this)
12:19 am	All Dressed Up With No Place To Go... I've come to grips with reality.  The only people I can really count on to be there for me are the people who know I'll be there for them.  I've had a really confusing and hard week and now that I can see the truth, I feel somewhat relieved.  I'm also glad that I waited.  I thought the friends I made would last for a while but it only seems to be a temporary thing.  It was fun whille it lasted.  I hope everything is going well for you guys and maybe we will see each other soon.  All I know is that the people who have stuck by me are really special and I'm glad I at least have them.  Thanks to those of you who listened to me complain about boys and how silly they are.  I'm sure everything will be alright as long as the STC kids never leave.  I love you guys oh so much.  All I need to remember is that I should do what I feel is right and not let other people sway my decisions.  Tata for now. Love always, ~*Frannie*~ Current Mood: content Current Music: Card game downstairs at Amy's house (Comment on this)
Friday, May 20th, 2005
11:36 pm	So I haven't updated to tell you all about prom.  It was freakin' amazing.  I'm so glad I went with Evan because it was the best night I've had in a while.  Not only was it good to be going with a big group but it was also really important that I went with someone I feel really comfortable with.  I hope my pictures turn out well because as my mom pointed out to me today my dress was a little big in some places.  We are getting that fixed right away.  Now that your caught up I'm gonna leave you with the lyrics to a great song.  I personally feel like this song is the story of my life but oh well here it is. I'm Not that Girl Hands touch, eyes meet Sudden silence, sudden heat Hearts leap in a giddy whirl He could be that boy But I'm not that girl. Don't dream too far Don't lose sight of who you are Don't remember that rush of joy He could be that boy I'm not that girl Ev'ry so often we long to steal To the land of what-might-have-been But that doesn't soften the ache we feel When reality sets back in Blithe smile, lithe limb She who's winsome, she wins him Gold hair with gentle curl That's the girl he chose And heaven knows I'm not that girl... Don't wish, don't start Wishing only wounds the heart I wasn't born for the rose and pearl There's a girl I know He loves her so I'm not that girl...   Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: I'm not that girl-Wicked (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
6:44 pm	I hate all of the pity that people are giving me and I hate this feeling.  Why can't things just work out for once?  Why can't I have a turn?  Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Nothing (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
10:40 am	Oh yeah this is me... The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. Thanks for the link Jay...:) Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: Morgan playing the piano (Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
10:53 pm	My nails are done, I'm tan, my hair is dyed, I have my shoes, jewelry, garter, purse, and my dress and although I feel great right now I'm really scared about two things.  1.) My hair looking like barf and 2.) Ashley (a girl in my group who has the same dress as mine in pink) will look so much better than me.  This prom business is so stressful.  I wish it was a little bit more laid back like homecoming.  One thing I am happy to say is that I have a great date.  Evan and I came to school today with matching shirts and basically flaunted the fact that we were going together while at the same time looking cute.  This girl Julia asked who I was going with today and I was like oh Evan.  Shes like really? Your going with a lot of girls dream date.  I thought it was really cute.  I love Evan to death, I honestly don't think I could ask for a better friend.  I guess I hope that he's as excited as I am and feels the same way.  Tomorrow should be great and spending the night at Evan's with all of my friends will be even better.  I will send all of you guys a picture if you want one just let me know.  Wish me luck.  Lets hope I look good.  Good luck TTS boys at your show tomorrow.  You'll do great. Love always, ~*Frannie*~ Current Mood: nervous Current Music: For good-Wicked (best musical ever) (1 Comment |Comment on this)